Awesome 2012

               The year 2012 has been both a happy and sad year for me. As I was looking back at the photos of everything that happened this year, I could not help but laugh and tear up a bit in every event. I work in a fast pace but I really am a very nostalgic person. A day will never pass without at least an hour of my personal reflection of the things that I did. If I enumerate every memorable thing that happened to me this year, it would take ages and I wouldn’t want to miss welcoming the New Year. So, I decided to chop it off to ten.

I’d say this year must be the year where I found my confidence and courage. I know, I sound like a beauty queen. Oh wait! It’s because I joined a beauty pageant this year. Tehee…Here’s my list:

10.   Miss UP Cebu 2012 (finding my confidence and courage)

It was just one the crazy things I listed on my bucket list. All I wanted to do was to join the screening for the heck of it. I was just curious about what happens during beauty pageant screenings. I’m grateful for that experience because it gave the confidence to do photo shoots (There would be no ‘Aimless Wandering’ fashion blog without it), answer the Q &A with grace and a perfect smile and to become socially aware.

During the photo shoot (I miss my short hair!)

The Eco- Wear portion

9. “Seguro ang Pancit” play and “A Portrait of the Artist as Filipino” short film

Both acting stints gave me a chance to show my talent. When I stepped into college, I left all my artistic pursuits for personal reasons but I guess, I can never really forget the things I truly love. I am more grateful for the chance to work with great people. I started acting in theatre when I was nine years old. I usually get the minor roles before but I was shocked when I was given major roles this year.

Modesty aside, we got the major awards. Entertaining people will always be my main goal but getting recognition from other people gives a rewarding feeling. It makes me forget the long days of filming or practicing and the weeks of memorizing the lines (I seriously hate that part).

CD cover for the short film

8.       Aced an exam in Math

If you follow me on twitter, you would know how much I complain if I have an upcoming exam in Math or how desperate I am to get a passing score. Yes, I am one of the many poor souls who rely to ‘hope’ and ‘guess’ methods in solving equations.

Imagine my joy when I saw this score! Sure, it wasn’t perfect (Math wizards please refrain from laughing) but I can still remember how I felt that day. I felt like some kind of bada** math genius for a day. Sigh. I can only dream. Please let me celebrate this one chance of mathematical glory. I did not earn it in a snap though. I worked hard for it. I was not able to sleep for days because of that exam. I did not even sleep the night before ‘my judgment day’.

Woot! A miracle! :D

7.       Launching of my blog

              How can I ever forget this? I do hope I can update it often.

6.       UP Freshies’ Night 2012

               It's an annual event for freshmen made by the UP SAGABAY (an organization to which I am part of). It was my first chance to direct an event. With all of my brothers' and ssisters' efforts, it was successful! :)

Stressed is an understatement

7.       Creative and daredevil opportunities

               Prod work, published articles, experimenting on a new hair color, make-up and hosting stints... ugh! What a busy year!

4.       Good grades
               Who doesn't love 'em?

I love my GWAs!

3.       Strengthening family ties

               Growing up, I was always the hard-headed and sort of the rebellious one. The thing that I regret the most would be giving my family those headaches before. As I grow older, I appreciate my family more. (Miss USA lang? hehe)

My elder sister with our baby brother

With my mother

2.   Finding the best buds

                  How will I ever survive this world without them? :D

1. Moving on

               My granduncle and grandfather passed away earlier this year. I just ended my 4 year relationship with my boyfriend. It's been a struggle but we have to move on, right? Let's face the new year with a smile and be grateful for everything!

Happy New Year everyone!